This Way to Reality: Life Life Life

so while i've been delaying my study for exams, this is what i've been doing.

-reading and finishing a book

-non stop chatting

-facebook stalking, and

-hang outs with people i love which later will move move move ;(

yes, a lot of people are leaving this month..America, UK, u name it. While all in all, I will be staying here in my beautiful 2 roomed unit apartment in Subang Jaya. Just before i forgot, Kudos to everyone who are leaving.. i will miss you all sooooooo MUCH and i wish you all luck for your future studies

my lovely and sometimes pain in my buttocks Sister, Fatso (as I call her). She's leaving and starting another new life in Adelaide, Australia. It's going to be another extreme journey, i tell you. u're gn sob in tears again during the couple of months just like the first time u came here, but you'll be okay :) we all love and proud of you for making a far long journey ahead :). xo
Emily Sugiarto is officially leaving me to cope with Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia!!! :'( she was my first ever friend to have stepped in to this delighting country. she was my housemate, course mate, class mate, kitchen mate, room mate, bed mate, u name it. we went through the pains and the funs of Malaysia together. i will will will MISS youuuu.. hu huuu :'( we went through so much, sampe kadang udah ga ada bahan buat di omongin lagi! :) i love youu and u know it.
Nandya my former housemate living in Uncle's house, she was the most mature (other than Linda and my Sister), yet the most fun and freaky person I've ever met! i love her to bits, and she's going to be an awsome accountant someday in the UK ;) i will miss you so much cintaaah ;(
Bena,Yuda,Shaogi who are also leaving to the UK for transfers in the Uni studies...huuu I will do miss you guys!!! ;(
ANNA ADRIANI SOETARSO! she's my best friend who we had been apart for quite some time :( she will be getting her next move to the Big Apple a.k.a New York! taking one of her best subject to study, Art. I will definately miss her because we haven't done so much things together and i miss that so much! :( i love youu and i'll miss you. don't ever forget me when you go BIG out there ;)
Julie to Sashquea-whatever University in Philadelphia. i could never pronounce or spell it right, but you know i support you big time and wish you all the luck you need :) i miss youu! and when you become BIG like Anna, stay in touch with me :)
Stephanie Marsheila the Princess, will be leaving to Australia as well.. though later in January, but i will do miss her! :(
everyone else i love out there who will be starting their Universities, i wish you all the best of luck in the world, and hope we all can meet again some day, successfully :)

anywho, the other day Emily, Via and I were sitting at Ayam Penyet AP eating their lunch and somehow we point off the direction of a deep conversation about religions. All three of us had three different religion, Catholics, Buddhism and me, Islam. and blablabla we discussed about heaven and hell, angels and God, yet we three stayed faithful to the religion we support.

Although we thought that almost all the beliefs in each religion was the same, i point out that we shouldn't questioned, but stay in believing in what we are taught to believe.

then Via mentioned about the Buddhist' belief of Reincarnation,life goes around in circle. she said in Buddhism, once you are dead and clear in sins, you go straight to heaven. when it is believed that you are not as clear of sins yet, you are brought back to Earth and become something or someone and lived all over again. Via also mentioned that being brought back to Earth and living on Earth is a Karma. well, you decide. Via said that she didn't feel such thing as karma because in her wise words, "Hidup di dunia itu enak kali! Ga ngerti gw kenapa harus dibilang Karma." well, this is different people's point of view, and no one need to agree on what is being said. though seeing from what Via has point out, I adore her for being confident! she loves her life and isn't afraid of living it.

i love people who loves their life and living them to its maximum limits. it's a great motivation and to face reality in confidence. speaking of motivation of life, the book i just read was all around that! The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho. yes, i finally finished the book :D

in one of the pages it said something about don't live in the past, and stay out of the future. be interested in the present. "Life will be a party for you, a grand festival, because life is the moment we're living right now." i love that quotation now, and its so motivating. i've always wanted days to end faster or wishing that i could go back to the past, but those are not worth the struggle, because if you can enjoy the present, it is what keeps you happy :).

all the talk about life-cycle and life, reminds me to study business with all its life-cycle theory of leadership shits. AARRRGH. i need my luck on the exams.

hearts, f.